January 5th, 2009 (06:08 pm)
current mood: holy shit!
1. in terms of teaching (and most other things), as soon as i think i have things figured out, it all goes to hell. case in point, i was feeling great over break. i was in a rhythm at work. i was filling out the principal's lesson plan format with some sort of confidence. i completed a brand new unit in social studies. now.............. we have standardized prep to do! ahhhhhhh! i don't know how to do it, i don't want to do it (3rd grade is too young is my belief), but i have to do it. i have to do prep for almost 2 months (hello, that should tell the world that 8-9 year olds are too young!). plus i have to start a new unit in science. bah. i need a snow day!
2. i'm actually okay at being alone. weird, eh? don't get me wrong, spending the night by myself is not a good time. i like cuddling and watching tv with someone and sex. but on my own i can watch all the bad movies i want and i can watch tv on dvd one right after the other and no one cares. i eat what i want and order out when i want. it's really nice not having to answer for everything i do. i don't feel like i have to defend myself or hide things.
i do learn more things all the time but i only care to write about the 2 currently.